Times like these

 First and foremost, I'd like to apologize for not replying the kind comments on the last entry. I really appreciate them and I feel so honoured to be sharing my experiences with those who reads them. Saya minta maaf! I am struggling between home and school, it is a luxury to sit and blog without feeling guilty. With guilty I mean, always feeling that I should be doing something else that is more important. It is times like these that makes me loose interest in blogging. I guess it is normal for blogger to feel fed-up at times. My time is at the moment filled with books and preparations for exams.

Why did I start blogging in the first place? First and foremost, I wanted to keep a record of my cooking and it should have been my cooking journal. I vowed not to make my blog personal because I am aware that there a so many strangers out there who has the possibility of reading it. I simply wanted to make a food-blog that features recipes and beautiful images of food. I didn't have any intention whatsoever of revealing my personal life or who I am through this blog. I wanted to share my cooking and food experience, not more and not less. That is why my earlier entries consist of only food images.

Somehow this blog has changed for the past year. As I received more and more attention from my blog readers, I started to make some entries more personal. I put up photos of myself, my family and friends and starts to write rather personal things that occurs in my life. I have always tried to keep everything confidential. Also, it is my husband's request that we should stay as anonymous as possible. The world is smaller than one thinks.

BUT I sincerely appreciate all the attention we have been receiving and the cool and funny comments for bloggerfriends. 

Terima Kasih!!

Sometimes I just wonder if it is the same if they know who I really am. I am sooo not nice. I have heard the word 'ice-cold' a few times, as some  describe my character. Haha..I was just pondering on how my writing in this blog affect how others picture me as a real person. There may be a possibility that this 'mythical' person is not who I am at all. That's another reason I tried making this blog as anonymous as possible. I honestly do think a lot about what people think of me and I hate to disappoint them. I have a feeling that knowing me too well will dissapoint you. So I really like to keep my distance, in blogging or in real life. I mean don't get me wrong, I am honestly ikhlas in everything I have ever wrote on my blog. I just wonder if it would be the same friendly reactions I'll be getting, if my blog readers know me personally. I am sorry if I dissapoint anybody, because I am not as nice or as sweet as anyone might think. :)

So with this I am kind of saying, I'll be really really bad with updating my entries in the future and when I do update, I plan to update with more food and less me :). I hope you understand.

Maybe

Once in a blue moon.